Can’t Sleep.
I went to bed a little over an hour ago. Was playing on my phone, as I always do before going to sleep. I found myself reading through my blog – like my older entries. I don’t know exactly what happened, but my blog has definitely lost its charm lately. My posts haven’t been as happy-go-lucky as they were in the summer. I think I was forcing them too much. Like I wanted them to be deep and meaningful and serious. That isn’t me, though.
I mean I’ll have an occasional good and beefy one.
But those are usually times when I just need to get something off my chest or am passionate about something that day. I’m definitely a fan of my original ones. The random thoughts that I’ll blabber on about. Ha. Like here I am now. I couldn’t sleep. So I’m writing, blabbering on about how I couldn’t sleep and have these thoughts running through my head.
But, back to my past few blogs – I also have some hunches as to why they were so blah. Last semester was plain and simple a crappy semester. Granted, good stuff did happen, it was just all around rough. And I think my posts reflected that. This semester’s been off to a great start, and I’m definitely back to my old self. All is right in the world. Or my world, at least.
So here’s to less-trying-to-be-something-else and more-of-my-real-self-and-light-heartedness-coming-through-in-my-posts.
Deal?
Deal. Done.
